Christmas Away From Home

It has been nearly two years since I am working abroad. And one of the disadvantages is spending holidays alone. It is my second Christmas without my family and friends and honestly it sucks. Christmas is the most celebrated holiday in the Philippines. With the spectacular decors and festive parties, one can truly appreciate this season. I am working in a country where no trace or symbol of Christmas can be found and it makes me sad and homesick.

I miss the Simbang Gabi (Dawn Mass). I used to wake up early, go to church at 4am and never miss a day for I wanted my wish to come true J. It has been a tradition for Catholics to attend this mass. I miss the smell of bibingka which can be seen outside the church. My mom used to buy me this when I was young. I enjoyed eating it with hot chocolate.

I miss the Christmas Decors. I haven’t seen any Christmas décors for two years. One thing that make Christmas a distinctive holiday is because of the fabulous and luxurious decors. I remembered my elementary years when my classmates and I endured long hours to make our Christmas tree and decorate our classroom.

I miss the Christmas Rush. I was in the mall yesterday and it was very serene. I can imagine how crowded the malls right now in the Philippines. Ninangs (godmother) and ninongs (godfather) are busy buying gifts for their inaanak (godchildren). Most employees have already received their 13^th month pay and Christmas bonus. I haven’t received mine for two years.

I miss the Christmas Carol. I don’t listen to Christmas songs because it make me miss home more. I used to play Christmas songs in the piano while my mom sang or played the guitar. I miss children singing Christmas carols. When I was in the Philippines, I was annoyed listening to carolers singing out-of-tuned Christmas songs. But it has been two years since I haven’t heard children singing on different pitch, tones and harmony.

I miss the Noche Buena (Christmas Eve Dinner). At 12midnight, Filipino families enjoy a scrumptious meal . I miss keso de bola, red wine and ham. In my opinion, there is no better ham than the one made in Philippines.

I am hoping and praying that this will be my last Christmas without Mike and Mikka. I miss both of them more than anything. Now, I can feel how the other OFWs are feeling. We may not be home this Christmas, but we wish that our families will truly enjoy this season.